(II)  WON’T I GIVE UP, UNTIL THE DAY DEATH TAKES ME’’’

                                                                                                      : 15-October-2010

“And Sarah, I shall wait for you till my breathe takes its last.  And before I give up my last hopes  I shall wait and wait and wait until my eyes grew old and blind with the darkness of the black dusty night of the ages and the burning sun of time. With my disease of lungs that hurts me everyday, shall I suffer myself to death and I don’t want to die before I see you. Suffocations sometimes help me remember how much I love you Sarah and cherish my dreams and desires to be with you. And I can feel you around. All my fears are gone, happiness comes whenever I think of you. My heart had been woeing since long and shall it be the same until the time you realize that I love you more than my soul. And day by day, my love for you increases as the sky’s age grew.”  

“I’d give up everything in this life of mine for you and hell you still don’t know it.  My tear-filled eyes won’t let me cry coz every single tear  that comes down always keep reminding me that my love is growing stronger and stronger day by day and no goddamn person in this world can stop me from loving you more and more everyday, every moment.  This boy will wait for you at the edge of the world and never leave. And no matter even though its hard for me in this life to even make you realize how innocent my love is, Sarah, the whole world will watch me infront of you someday. I hope my love for you remain strong forever and ever!!!”