The  bottom  line, finally, I realized…..’’’’ \m/

                                                                                           : 29-November-2011

Happy Birthday Sarah!!!!

This the end of my blog...'''' And its gonna prove the title of the blog wrong!!! Sarah..''' All the things written above may be true, coz it was my heart that made me write all my feelings of yesterday and the past....''' They were all true. But today................. its a different story!!!!

May be we’ll never meet again and I’ll try to face this life without your lights but if I change, I hope I never know. I know God up there is with me right now. He's what I need, He have been there for me other than anyone else ever, ever in this world. I wish I could take the pain away. But that can't happen and everybody knows it's true. And if you have to know I'll never understand you. So if you have to go then you'd better go,,,, I’ll take a look in the distance, if my life improves without you, then you’re gone!!! If not..,, then I’ll remain the same!

But, but, but… hey Sarah....’’ here’s the bottom line!!! I believe I’m not a loser. I will not leave alone, everything that I own. 'Cause it's not too late, It's never too late. I can make a life of my own…!!! I won’t cry like a loser, just because I don’t have you in my life!!! The world we knew, Won't come back, so I won’t waste my time behaving like a loser. And I know you hated me…, The only lines left to say would be:

You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint….. My own was banished long ago. It took the Death of Hope to let you go. So Break Yourself Against My Stones, And Spit Your Pity In My Soul. If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know. Off you go, won’t I interrupt you anymore! I am not a loser, and why shall I live like one. I’m better with my own. And I’m damn sure my life and my music shall reach the sky without you. Success has become my destiny,, sorry ... not you anymore!! God is always with me. I don't need anybody!! And I guess I’m smart enough to break this damn world. You stay happy and live your dreams…’’ I’ll live mine. Be happy..'' Goodbye forever!!!!!!!!! \m/