Sarah’’ - The  Girl  I  met…’’’

                                                                                                   : 18-September-2011

She is not funny, neither is she interesting nor wimp. But she is an innocent girl. Unaware of the true world, living in fantasy!!! As if some kind of Prince with swords and horses would approach her to marry her. In reality she knows everything, but she will not show off whatever it is. There was something inside her mind she’d never tell someone! She is conservative; keeping all the things to by herself. She is never gonna tell anything to anybody,, no matter what. But inside of her, she wants someone to come and share her feelings. Her eyes; dark and deep, looks like there is some truth behind those black little spots. Her smile, like the colors of the rainbow. Innocent like a kid. But people often make use of her innocence and she doesn’t know that.  Most of the time, her eyes will tell you that she is an idiot but she will not say it.   She is not a common girl. She is a girl who believes in love caring for dear ones. She often tries to be the same as other girls, but she never could.

              She’ll chat and make friends through internet. You’d never imagine how famous she is on chatting sites. She is having lots of friends just over the internet. Sometimes, it made me wonder why is she so desperate to find somebody who can be close to her; that too from the chatting sites. Why not thinking about the people who really are close to her in real life…?? And is it like, she’s not comfortable with her normal life as other people??? The truth is….. She is not. Somewhere inside she was feeling lonely because she needed somebody to be with her every time she needs ‘em. She kinda confused me lot of times.

             She is her own favorite. Always taking pictures of herself and lookin’ at it  saying….,, ‘Naaahh! I can’t be a model, I aint that beautiful.’ But she’ll take it again and say,’ hmmm!! ain’t that bad either.’ And she’ll hide below her bed, if she finds a pimple on her cheek saying, “God!! I’m all ugly, I feel like poking it out.” She’ll pretend as if she’s some lead singer from those gothic Rock bands. She is serious when she is joking, and she is joking when she is serious. She behaves like she’s lost when she’s walking by the roadside ad when you see her this way, you’ll laugh and say…”God, what a confused girl.”

         

         She’ll listen to punk rock, gothic, pop… whatever strikes her mind!! And whatever she thinks is beautiful…’’ She’ll sing in her school, have friends who think they’ll raise a band someday! Actually she wants to experience everything. She normally doesn’t hang around with girls near her house! May be she’s not much interested. She feels like a celebrity when bunch of boys will propose her, and she’ll be happy thinking, ‘uh huh’, he likes me!’ She’s kind of a childish when it’s hard to win over a small fight.

       

           She’s a brave girl coz’ she always thinks ‘Death can never Conquer me.’ Life is useful when you are a good person, and she knows it very well. She loves her brother,,,, but she never shows it! So that he never thinks she’s showing as if she cares for him a lot! She’s afraid of her mother..,, LOL’’  kinda awkward no…?? But in reality, She is! Her mother is strict to her and she’s all afraid..’’ whoa!! But she loves her father too much, coz he behaves as a friend to her. And most of the times she misses him when he’s not around..,, and cries like a baby girl under her blanket!  Unlike me..,, Sarah is brave, she have guts to face the consequences of the real life. She’s a good girl…. as I think she is.’’’ She was the one who made me realize that being true is the best work we can do for others and for ourselves. Being true will bring love to you from all the people around you and closer to the people you love…’’’’

Her suffocating heart that needs love was all I understand…’’’